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Tuesday, June 29, 2004

got a headache. on the phone now.... wat the hell to talk bout now huh?

stayed back at sch for rajan. an hr onli.. could go home at 1530, but in the end went home at 5 sth. hehe... coz i didnt want my dad to fetch me. he said if i went home ard 5 or 6, i go home on my own.. so there. dad & mum goin to my dad's rank presentation func thingy lar... like dinner like tt. dad got promoted again.. hehe. so mum trot along lah with him to share the joy! if onli i can trot along too...hehe. coz i can cuci mata at da same time.. hehe. ok back to me staying back at sch... elfi and ema stayed back with me. but elfi wenta off first 4 tuition... thank ema 4 staying back with me. hehe... talk abt the past sec 1-3 life with them. best... very interesting lah. remembering all those crappy moments and wat we did stupidly... hehe. thanks fwens. then wenta library since it was really hot... talked crap again there. elfi tried to do somersaults on the library couch... very funny. he was like tumbling on the couch instead. hehe... wat else? oh yeah... ema tried to sleep, but in the end she did not, coz me and elfi played a prank on her.

then, when going home time, took bus 3. with liyana sec 2. then saw someone on the bus... hehe. tt someone, hehe... then.. dunno wat else lah.. so yada, yada, yada... hehe.

at sch, me got a new geog teacher. she was ok lah.. mite be strict. so wateva. miss yong didnt come... so did stupid eng work. hehe.. suddenly, everything is abt english lately. stupid rajan. oh yeah, rajan was like crappy juz now.. but not really tt farnie. then durin recess, liya said tt ghafoor looked like ryan from OC. gal.. are u like blind? haiz... i think u degree kinda went up again. hehe... jk. also durin recess, adibah was like so freaking out abt sth lah... onli ema and CF noe... but i have an idea abt it. hehe... beware gal! durin assembly, sat with elfi, and he was like full of crap. nice guy lah he...

smsed khairi on the way home, since ema was like on the hp. :( anyhow, called tt someone, but then, never pick up. argh! :P hehe... jk ya? u should noe who u are.

had 3 periods of bio... argh! thank god i survived it. today, my duty was like such a hassle. tt's y i came to class late. haiz... stupid siglapians. absent always frm sch... susah kan hidup org je..fabian still abs.. :( miss him actually.. noe he has a gf, but u noe wat i mean.

Smashed into pieces at 6/29/2004 08:00:00 PM

Sunday, June 27, 2004

i so still not yet done my hw... and now, i totally dun give a damn of wat gonna happen tmr. i've onli been doin eng... other subjects not yet touched. argh... this holiday hws have juz so demoralised me to study. wat are the teachers actually tryin to do? haiz... juz wanna blog sth again. coz so sick of rajan's crappiness.

juz got off the phone with victor... discussing which eng hw to do, and which not to do. hehe... and if my mum catch me using the comp, im dead. the naggings gonna start! but wateva... i dun care. i really dun care if i did any hw or not... serious. u think tt i mite be a lazy person, well, sometimes i can be, but in this case, im not. i juz really cant be bother by the crappiness tt all the teachers gave us at one shot. too tired to do the hw anyways... really. juz to much... too tired to type already

Smashed into pieces at 6/27/2004 09:21:00 PM

Saturday, June 26, 2004

i've onli done 2 compos for eng... tt's all. nth else... compres not done. e & a math not yet touched. humanities... hah! dream on ill do them! well actually my fault not to do them earlier, so i shouldnt complain rite? but, if i dun complain, i have nth else to blog abt. so basically, i shouldnt be here blogging. i should be at my study table, doin all those rajan's craps. but on the other hand, i really wanna blog abt sth... so here i am. blabbering crap. totally shit. sorry peeps... im panicky already.. haiz.. sorry. bla...bla..bla.. hehe. i think enuf blabbering for now....

Smashed into pieces at 6/26/2004 10:44:00 AM

Friday, June 25, 2004

well, dun feel like blogging today. and anyways, there's nth to blog abt also.

today, gonna try real hard to concentrate on my hw. despite my ailments and all, i have to do it anyways rite? wateva. tt's all lah. really no mood today. sorry peeps.


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Smashed into pieces at 6/25/2004 12:59:00 PM

Thursday, June 24, 2004

heya ppeps!! im back from da trip, and im sick. totally sick... really blocked nose nad a bad cough. dunfeel like goin to the docs yet...i will soon though.

yeah, and ill be talking bout the trip in this entry. ok, first, went to sch and HAD to talk the eng orals 4 prelims. did quite badly coz had some distractions. haiz... anyways, soon, we set off for kota tinggi. in the bus, me and co. made some noise, and then had to stop coz azam said it was too noisy. i mean, it's like a trip and we cant have fun? hey u boring old guy, get a life! the bus ride to the resort was a bumpy one. felt like vomitting..ugh! but wateva. had fun though thruout the ride... reached the resort and checked in. guess wat? resort was so not to my likings. the guys got the 2 storeys rooms, while the gals got the norm ones. and yeah, there was no tv and no phone. argh..but we had our fren's crappy jokes and company though. first day already had a bad encounter in the room. rabia closed the door, and i was juz nearby. when she closed the door, a HUGE FAT BLACK lizard wiggled out frm dunno where. so, obviously, everyone screamed! it was... EWWW! after lunch tt day i think, me and ad didnt dare go into the room until the cicak(lizard) was out of the way. so, with assistance from syazani and ais, the lizard wenta to the room next door, which was the sec 3s room. hehe.... sir sara wanted to help at first, then dunno wat reason he gave, so onli syazani went. at nite, wenta thiz pasar mlm. m'sia pasar mlm was realli a PASAR mlm. they sold market stuff, u noe, like fish and vege and stuff. not much was on sale. fake perfume was also on sale. tommy gerl fragrance for juz rm10! hah! bought a tudung 4 my mom...nth else wat. wenta back to day resort, and i learnt how to play card games. such as blackjack. hehe... so fun. no $$$ was invovled anyways. slept kinda early, had a pillow fite with ad for a while b4 goin to sleep. in the middle of the nite, heard cicaks sound, and it was VERY disturbing. me and ad was like suddenly awake. hehe... but manage to wenta back to sleep.

2nd day. had breakfast. oh yeah, the food was crappy! for all the 3 days... ugh! maybe im sick coz of the food. flies were all over the place...and yeah, explaning more juz will make me sick. main event of the 2nd day was the waterfall. wenta the waterfall... hehe. it was really nice. wish tt singapore had a really waterfall, where we can swim in and all. the water was surprisingly cold. nice for a dip lah anyways... to pics every now and then. hehe...macam photogenic sgt gitu! didnt have time to buy souveniers, so juz bought really lil. so if u peeps didnt get any, im sorry ya? had free and easy time, which means we can do wateva we like. so me, ad and ais wenta swimming pool. most of the boys were there, playing water polo. very lame lah they all... at nite, wenta this cruise. it wasnt a cruise u noe with the big ships and all. it was juz a simple boat, like the ones u would rite 2 go 2 ubin. anyways, got on the cruise to see fireflies. it was really worth it. the sight of the fireflies shimmering amongst the trees was outstanding. it was a sight tt u can never find local. oh my... it was really breath-taking. then, the boat driver drove into a tree where there were a lot of fireflies. told us to shake the tree, so andy did juz tt. and guess wat? many, many fireflies flew ard us, and we tried to catch a few. yeah, me managed to catch one. it was really cute... although small, it was blinking with its lite, non stop. real cool! didnt want to let go but a-dong said tt it's lifespan was onli 1 day. so, i decided to let it go. howeva, when i reached land, jermaine told me tt its lifespan was 14 yrs. so frustrated...but wateva lah. it was an experience tt i couldnt 4get. cant take pics though, too dark. and no flashes were allowed. one more thing, a firefly flew into andy's shirt...hehe, real farnie! tt nite, stayed up to play card games. sir sara and the sec 4s... real nice. played up to 3 am... sleepy, but worthy.

3rd day. last day. by this time, most of moi fwens had a running nose and a cough. we were like so sick, yet, durin the free and ez time, instead of sleepin, we went swimmin. hehe... stubborn gals arent we? oh yeah, talking bout gals, i bought mean gals vcd. hehe... got cleared at customs though..hehe. phew! anyways, back at the resort, swam, played card games (again). lunch was really CRAPPY... food was like the leftovers frm dunno when. so didnt eat much... finally, left the resort at ard dunno when. it was after several photo taking sessions. i mean SEVERAL. the tour guide helped us to take the pics, and everyone was like hanging their cam ard the guide. hehe... he was like covered with cam..hehe. real funny! it was like some kind of star studded event...hehe. coz flashes was like everywhere. wat else? oh yeah, finally took pics with the sec 3s and 2s. i felt so short among the sec 2 boys...haiz. they're really are tall. haiz... after all tt, wenta visit the fruit farm, and got a pack of fruits. bought some stuff frm there... nth much. the guide 4 the fruit farm visit was very boring and gatal. tak tau malu... didnt enjoy much at the farm, coz i really didnt wanna noe bout fruits. yeah. and guess where we went 4 shoppin?! hmm... it's at GIANT! of all places, we wenta giant. instead of some shoppin mall. so didnt buy anything at all i think. onli bought food to eat in the bus, and drinks. haiz... boring lah the shopping. then, after tt, head back 4 s'pore. no jam at the causeway. i cleared thru customs, coz i hid the mean gals vcd in ad's discman. smart huh? well, she got thur as well, too. howeva, not everyone cleared though. there are ppl who got their gums confiscated. poor thing u peeps...hehe. after all tt, went back to sch, reached home. i was beginning to have a fever. but wateva.

today, tried to do some work.. but cant again. me sick. so cant realli concentrate. god... i really feel so bad now. ugh...hate it. hope i get well soon.

so overall, the trip was fun lah. it mite be boring and sickening in azam's company, but being with my squadmates and sir sara really made the trip worthwhile. really had a great experience and me and gang got closer. yeah, i mean, we stayed under the same roof 4 like 3 days... gotta noe each other's gd and bad points. haiz... learnt a lot u noe. honestly, i felt lost when we departed frm sch.. god, im never gonna forget the laughters and those times ai had during the trip. glad tt i went... glad tt nost of the sec 4s were there. glad tt sir sara was there.

if u're bored to death reading my entry, wateva. too bad lah... wat else m i suppose to blog abt? gd enuf im not complaining bout me being sick... ugh! u wouldnt want to noe either. so tt's all 4 now... think i missed lil details here and there...but i dun think u care either. so me goin to sleep... the medicine is taking effect soon. nitez... muackz!

Smashed into pieces at 6/24/2004 09:12:00 PM

Saturday, June 19, 2004

i wont be updating this blog again...for a few days onli lah. dun worry lah...hehe. me goin to holidays. not tt far..onli kota tinggi. those who dunno where tt is, it's in johor. not far rite?

cant wait for the trip! yay! hopefully, i shall have a lot of fun there. fun, and fun onli! well... ill update u when i get back. goin off on mon morn. u mite be wondering y cant i tell u peeps tmr. this is coz... tmr i wont be bloggin. me wanna pack tmr.. hehe. no time lah tmr... so ill be back on weds. but probably ill blog on thurs aitez?

had a quarrel with my bro yesterday. yeah, over a stupid matter. but wat the heck. i wanted to watch this hindustan movie, but he wanted to watch charmed. so, being me, i wasnt happy bout it coz i was there in front of the tv first. after moments of yelling at each other, he said sth which i wrote on my blog, sth bout him being lazy or fat or sth. remember? yeah, so he actually read my bloggie..dunno wat to feel. hey bro, if u're reading this, u noe wat? i dun care wat u feel or wanna say to me. for all i care, this blog thingy is for me to express myself, coz nobody will be willing to listen to me. god! if u ever wanna tell mom and dad bout this, go ahead. im not afraid. there's nth to hide, coz wateva tt i've written is how i feel. this is ME. if they ever found out, gd lah. if they wanna scold me go ahead. they would juz be unreasonable, tt's all. hey bro, all the things tt i wrote bout u in previous posts, i was frustrated at u. yeah, i do noe tt it IS unfair to u, but u gotta noe ur sis better than tt. i noe u gonna me...i dun care if u do. u mite have everi rite to. so wateva aitez? ok, this is so not me to say this, but i really appreciate u as my bro. i really wanna thank u for all the things tt u did for me. sorry if i really had hurt u over and over again. i dunnoe how u judge me, or how u wanna judge me. i dun care. i juz wanna get this to u: i dun hate u at all. im really sorry. i mean wat i've said, k?

ok, for those of u who are readin this, i so noe it doesnt relate to u. sorry if it like bore u or sth. oh yeah, it's like 50-50 tt my bro will read this. so, erm.. sir hafidz, can u do me a favour? can u like hint2 to him and find out if he had read this or not? k? can..? plz...? i mean, it's like u're the onli person who like read my blog and talked to my bro. haiz... if u dun want, it's ok. coz i noe it isnt any of ur concern either.

ok... tt was...erm, hard for me? i dunno... so let's get bcak to the kota tinggi trip. so cant really wait! hehe... i muz go shoppin this time. argh... it's killin me not to buy stuff lately.. wat's happening to me anyways? i've been wanting to buy this and tt. haiz...stop me someone!

so, gonna update when i get back ya? to khairi, im goin 4 a few days, so, i wont be smsing u for those days k? hopefully, i shall sms u when i get back.. miss me ya? hehe... hey, peeps, miss me too aitez? hehe...

Smashed into pieces at 6/19/2004 08:46:00 PM

Friday, June 18, 2004

i cant help it, but not to do my assignments. this stupid computer is juz a major distraction. i really wanna go out today, and buy some stuff, but i noe i shouldnt. and anyways, i cant.

still kinda sleepy although woke up at 10. hey.. it's kinda actually early, k? watched Euro match laz nite... i so regretted not watchin it 4 last few days. i dont have cable tv, but i watched the match on an indonesian channel. was so frustrated when i found out tt the channel actually had telecast the matches! ugh... how dumb can i get. so ignorant of me not to think of other channels tt could be showing the matches, coz i tot onli cable tv has it. argh! fortunately it was onli a few matches gone... luckily! slept at 3... kinda regretted it. but wat the heck!

this morn, told myself to do some assignment. but, i dun think im gonna do. haiz... im juz so bored with sch work. i think it's better 4 me not to do the work now, coz it has always been a habit of mine to wait till the eleventh hr. and i think it's gd, coz i can onli do my work when there's pressure. ppl think im crazy, but yeah, tt's me. i would put my work off till the last min, and, amazingly, get it done! now, not even 1 assignment is finished. im kinda worried, but i dun wanna it to bother me yet..hehe.

i cant blame myself and the distraction for not doin assignments. the weather too has to be blamed! where's the rain?! my stupid air con kinda low at the moment, it doesnt seem to be tt cool. argh!

da lah...lazy already to blog more. so...adioz!

Smashed into pieces at 6/18/2004 03:04:00 PM

Thursday, June 17, 2004

juz came home. from, nth actually. yesterday, wenta johor. did shopping. too lazy to like really tell the details. so wateva...

talking on phone now.. oklah. i think ill tell lah coz i dunno wat to say in this entry. firstly, went to do some rations shopping. u noe... the detergent and stuff? faham2 lah... finally, wenta shopping. it was like a surprise coz my dad actually agreed to go. otherwise, he could have like rejected tt idea. i was kinda happy lah, tt he wanted to go. however, after purchasing ONE 1 top (OP top, which is in pink. didnt y, maybe influence from mum..haiz!), onli 1 u noe, he said, " done? go home rite now?" i was like freakin out! his interest to go shoppin was like, i dunno lah. then after tt, he got frustrated when i decided to take a look at some of the tops in the other shops. i mean, yeah, he's like kinda scared coz i mite have a lot of potential to buy the stuff. and hell ya, i did. but all i can do was to control myself. the need to spend the extra ringgits was killing me! argh! so in the end, onli manage to buy 1 shirt and a sport-like shoe. well, somethin is better than nth.

im so out of money. mum has not given me back my $60. i used my own money to buy jeans and sandals first, then she has not paid me back. i need the $$$! fuck lah! im like so deprived of money now.. dunno y. i noe tt i have been spending a lot, and i think it's my mood swings again. i feel it's so hard to save hard. usually i wouldnt have difficulty in not spending so much. haiz... teenagers. izzit tt diff to live life as a teen?

talked to khairi again, a couple of days back. hey khairi, nice talking to ya again! but gotta control smsing lah... hope u understand. talk to u again soon aitez?

today, nth much happened. wenta sch, supposed to be studying. but tt ais got tt exco meeting. actually, i could like do my work, but, erm... training was goin on. hehe... so, yeah, wenta to see the trainings instead of doin my work. hehe... the sec 1s were like so not serious. even during punishment they were still smiling. haiz... well, the CI in charge pampered them to much lah. even the scoldings seems nth to them. anyways, i think the CI tak sampai hati to even scold them. haiz... im not a sadist tau anyway. then, mkn at BK. cant help myself. i told myself not to eat, but when rabia offered my her money, i juz had to use my money and spend it. u noe sth? it's killin me not to spend, but it's killin me not to save. if u dun understand, then nvm lah. wateva.

enuf lah 4 now... tired already.

Smashed into pieces at 6/17/2004 03:30:00 PM

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

juz b4 i logged in, i had a quarrel with my bro. argh! how dumb can he be... there's like the house phone, but he's using his hp. wow... trying to envy me, but it so wont work. then he said tt he wanted to use the net as well. wat the heck, i switched the comp on first... and wat's more, he didnt tell me anything. so i assumed tt he didnt want to use lah... not my fault!

well, talked bout him again later. so let's talked bout yesterday. yesterday dinner was great! GREAT! get it? really enjoyed myself.. al last got out of the house and spent time with moi frens. ate and ate... esp the guys. they were stuffing all those food into their HUGE digestive systems! it seemed like tt werent going to bloat at all. sir sara coudnt stop servin us with food... tryin to choke us huh? hehe... juz kiddin! sir hafidz like didnt eat at all... haiz. but, glad tt u came though! wat else.... rabia was really shocked, coz we were there to celebrate her bday as well u c.. then, we waited 4 the boys to finish eating. hey, we really waited k.... after tt, wanted to take neoprints, but found out tt the shop had already closed. i mean, it was like already 9 sth. yeah, my parents let me go this time. dunno y.. maybe coz it was near. and they told me to be home by 10... that's so not them! since cant take photos, we stopped by the pasar malam near TM. nth much lah...juz walked and walked. cant eat anymore... too bloated already.

pity adrena.... hehehe. she had mosquitoes bite. alot ok... hehe. then, soon, it was time to go home. so we said our gdbyes at interchange. really cool nite out, despite the heat laz nite! really hot... sat under the spotlite at the restaurant.

back to my bro. ok, sir hafidz, if u are reading this, gd. i thank u. coz u noe wat? i now really, really wanna admit tt my dad has been helpin him with his boots. tt's y they look so gd. u really tot he did it on his own huh? hah! yeah rite! he's so pampered... oh my. u cant imagine how pampered he is. his food has to be served to him, he dares not fight back my parents for his life. god..! his life is worst off controled than mine. and he doesnt give a damn...coz he is one lazy pathetic boy. he gets all the praises like cute boy and stuff... but plz? ewwwW!! yucks! he's onli actin cute... he cant do stuff on his own, he is so weak. i have difficulty believing tt he'll go to NS and be a man. he is SO fat now, and he's 'trying' not to eat so much... but guess wat? he HAS to eat Mcdonald's almost everyday. amazingly, he doesn't get sick of it! argh! my parents kept buyin 4 him... tt's the prob. like he wont die lah if he wont tt 4 a day!! can someone help him realize tt he is in sec 1? and he's gonna be a yg teen soon? he gotta have his own life lah! haiz... so pampered. i really dunno how he gonna get thru his sec sch life. and btw, 4 the record, im not jealous. not jealous at all. coz i dun wish to have tt kinda life. ewww...

tmr mite go shopping... not too happy bout it coz my dad's ard. so when he's ard, we have to get things done..fast! and like how the heck am i suppose to shop when im allowed to spent onli a min in each shop? argh! y must life be so frustratin!! help me!!

~~~without u, where do i belong
without u, how do i go on~~~

Smashed into pieces at 6/15/2004 05:06:00 PM

Monday, June 14, 2004

nth to post. dunno wat to post. finally no more classes to attend. now it's time to clear stupid assignments.

wenta police week carnival yesterday. well, since i went there like almost every year, it's actually the same stuff. except, there were no more dog shows. this time round, there was this show tt was put up to advertise on safe driving. at first, it was pretty boring. but, the last few events of the show was cool. there was motorbikez stunts...from australian freestylers. real cool.. they did all the scary daredevil acts up in 50 feet high. there was also the monster truck... really huge! crash 5 cars...flat! wat else... didnt wanna go to the carnival in the first place, but i gave it a second tot. i had some other intention when i went. hehe... i tot to myself, if i go, i can cuci mata...hehe. tt's not boring.

today, gonna use the comp all afternoon, tt is if my bro tak sibuk2. then later, in the evening, goin to dinner with np ppl! cant wait.... so, if i have the mood later, i shall update again. if not, then i wont lah.

Smashed into pieces at 6/14/2004 12:26:00 PM

Saturday, June 12, 2004

well...kinda a sad, but at the same time, enjoyable and memorable day. quite tired now actually.

today, sat, 120604, the sec 4s npcc cadets passed out. finally. well, it's kinda diff to let go, but we have to. there was juz a simple parade and lunch. the cake was really delicious! yumm! chocolate fudge ya noe...

our sir sara had a hard time as well... lettin go of us. it's really sad... thanks 4 everything tt u have put us thru. we personally appreciate it. if u are reading this sir sara, ur efforts had not gone to waste.

kinda tired at the moment... wanna sleep lah. bye.

Smashed into pieces at 6/12/2004 04:42:00 PM

Friday, June 11, 2004

didnt post yesterday. coz went home late, and sth happened. as usual i had lessons. after lessons, wenta KFC to eat with ema. aisyah couldnt make it coz she had the exco meeting. at KFC, ema was really distracted by Wild Wild Wet thingy.... wat's more, she was facing the theme park when we were eating at KFC! she kept cursing those ppl at the park juz coz she couldnt like realli go... her curses: hope there's terrorist to bomb the place, hope the slide will break. sth like tt lah... very bad lah she. i went back to sch, for fun. coz got np camp. but it was onli a day camp. wat the heck... staying at home is such a bore. stayed back with aisyah and rabia. highlight of yesterday's camp (in my opinion lah): sing along session. hehe... sir hafidz, u should noe wat i mean. hehe... it's juz a joke. chill lah.... glad tt u were sporting! thanks...

now the bad news. left sch sorta late... reached home late. at 8. to mum, it was late... but it's onli 8. and i still reached home. it's not like i merayap... needed to do some stuff... 4 next mon. tell u when it's over. she was not happy with me coming home at tt hr... hey, it's gd enuf tt i went home. then she asked 4 aisyah's no. reluctant to give... but i did nth wrong rite? so y fear? i cried...actually. for those of u who dun really noe me, or noe onli the fierce side of me, i can cry. i bottled up too much already. i hate it when mum doesnt trust me. dun care bout my dad, coz he's juz TOO over protective. mum said she was worried bout rape and all those latest crime happening. god! who wanna rape me? anyways, i noe how to be careful! sick of the same conversation with her bout not trusting me! i am grateful...and thank u very much for the concern. but, hey...chill! give me a try...if not, when will u ever see me stand on my own 2 feet?! she didnt believe me till she called aisyah's mum... see... she cant even believe her OWN daughter. guess wat? i cant stay overnite 4 np camp tonite.. while the rest will be having their laz nite together. argh! she really forces me to hate her...it's totally not my fault.

today, came to sch with really tired eyes...guess i cried too much. sorry feli 4 lying to u tiz morn... anyways, thanks 4 ur concern. and it was TORTURE during today's class. 4 hrs of A MATH! and we onli got like 5 mins break.. howvea...we were released early! yay! i was like a walking zombie juz now in sch... i was still very pissed... tired. surprisingly, managed to concentrate 4 the first 2 hrs. after class... went to see how was the np camp goin on. went home... did project. thiz madrasah project...so merepek! it IS really dumb!

so now here i am... still kinda pissed off wheneva talked to mum or dad. i have every rite to be rude...although i noe it's wrong.

Smashed into pieces at 6/11/2004 05:22:00 PM

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

attended SS class again. thank god today was the laz one. it was worst then yesterday... didnt even paid attention rite frm the start. i mean it's like, SS... boring! then, it was phy and chem. yes...once again. boring and boring for both lessons. copied hw 4 phy...hey, tt's me! as usual! kinda had a mood swing juz now after the break. dunno y i was so pissed off. however, in the middle of chem lesson, salim said sth funny, which really cracked me up!
zahid: nape ur specs senget? (y are ur specs crooked)
salim: aku pakai bile aku tdo jugak (i wore them 2 sleep)
zahid: y?
salim: sal bile aku mimpi pompan cantik, aku leh nampak! (coz when i dream of a pretty girl, im able to see!)

didnt stay at sch during the 1 hr break. followed aisyah home to get her books. ema followed 'bunny' home...hehe. was slightly late 4 bio class...but it was alrite. despite the long hrs in bio lesson, it was fun. coz... we did absolutely fun pracs! we tried to grow bacteria. used ethanol and the agar thingy.... let's how mine turns up tmr. cant wait... mdm su bought yogart for us... delicious! damn hungry juz now..

after class, wenta np room. waited and waited 4 the pizza to come. sir sara ordered it... coz he himself was also hungry. hehehe... the sec 3s were there too, juz came back from PK course. ate the pizza, called my dad, went home, and here i am now.

the silat guyz were like so tired... pity them. coz they had silat camp...kesian! saw them like sleepin in SS class... i mean, everyone like slept in there!

tmr there's camp...but onli 4 the sec 2s. maybe ill stay...see how lah. that's all...cant wait 4 this sat!

Smashed into pieces at 6/09/2004 05:19:00 PM

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

hmmm... wenta sch as usual today. boring start to everi morn. wat a life. instead of havin' 2 subjects, today my class had 3 subjects. u wanna noe? ill tell u...if u dun wanna noe, then dun read. today's subjuects: SS, Phy, Chem.

touched on a new chap today 4 SS. was so into the lesson 4 the first 30 mins...then my concentration sorta decreased, coz of tt jeremy yeo lah. so distracting. as usual, he was being his nonsensical self... ever wanting to touch shahidah's hair. dun ask y. chem was pathetic... boring. didnt even try to concentrate. did the same 4 phy.

after all the stupid lessons, wenta gym! yay! it was so refreshing. supposed to go with ema & aisyah. but, in da end, went with aisyah onli. tt ema wanted to go for a movie instead. u noe wat? i dun mind at all tt she changed laz min, but very dissappointed lah. ema if u readin this, i hope u dun get me wrong. well, it's juz tt, somehow, im kinda worried 4 ya. aren't u like spendin too much $$ on movies and stuff? i noe tt teenagers do those... but dun get too carried away ya gal? and, i think u SHOULD work out soon. not onli me, aisyah also talked bout thiz juz now... sorri gal if i hurt u or offended u in any way. but no offence dearie. juz concerned...

okok... wat else? nth actually... oh yeah, actually there is. if u ppl visit my blog, like wat u are doin now, can u plz...plz... leave a tag? i really wanna noe ur comments or wat-so-eva. negative comments also will do aitez? or even a hi... plz? k?

starving... gotta get sth to much.

Smashed into pieces at 6/08/2004 05:20:00 PM

Monday, June 07, 2004

nth much happened today, except for a really distracting coincidence. well, it's juz tt i wore the same shirt as tt ego maniac. we so DIDNT plan it... well, wateva. juz wanna tell u ppl out there, like liya, ema and feli darlin, tt it's juz mere coincidence. and ewww... ill never plan anythin tt has gotta do with tt ego maniac!

e math was normal....nth happen. juz did the crappy ex... wat else? juz do & do & do the sums...boring!

then, durin eng, at first tt rajan say we couldn't on the air-con. y? coz we didnt take the initiative to switch it off last lesson. wat crap! then, after sending those ppl who never did her work, she then said tt we could on the air-con. guess she herself couldn't tahan the heat... stupid bitch! she was unreasonable at the begining of the lesson, but at the end of it, she lightned things by jokin with us. oh yeah....elfi was so slow! boost ur brain power dearie elf! hehe.... anyways, thank u so much 4 uploadin the pics! finally!

went to do some reservations 4 sth lah...cant say it now. then followed ema to buy..let's see: an alarm clock, batts & this thing to put ur keys (it's not keychain). u owe me a lot of favours gal! i took bus home after following her, even its onli a stop away. see how gd ur bez fren is...?

~~~my sun may never rise the same it did with u
but at least he makes me feel like im a part of his life
he doesn't make me cry
i noe i can call him mine~~~

Smashed into pieces at 6/07/2004 05:35:00 PM

Sunday, June 06, 2004

no mood to post actually, but juz doin it for the sake of doin it, and for the sake of those who wants to read my entries. howeva, if there's no one who actually read my entries, wat the heck? i dun care....

let's c... today, in the early morn, my mum start nagging already. y cant mum juz shut up for once? y are they so peculiar bout mess and dust? argh! yeah, i do appreciate her taking care of those stuff, but, sometimes it juz gets a lil too overboard. imagine ur mum nagging at u and scoldin u 4 every single lil thing. imagine u have to stop for every single dumb min to ans ur mum's stupid ques like: "wat are u doin now?" u ppl should noe wat i mean.... if u dun, then u are damn lucky tt u dun have a mum like mine.

have not started yet on any holiday assignments...so wat the hell m i doin here? u noe wat, i've no interests in doin any of the assignments. isn't tiz the hols? shouldn't we,like, relax a lil? well, it IS the graduating yr....but hey, we're like any other students too who deserve our holidays! i noe i do deserve me hols...

thank god tt i have the comp and my sir to talk to wheneva im bored...hehe. thanks! well, i guess talkin on the phone is much more prior to me than doin work. tt's y im in this pile of shit, full of sch work!

wat else.... think i better go, b4 my mum gets home...b4 hell breaks lose AGAIN!

Smashed into pieces at 6/06/2004 02:23:00 PM

Saturday, June 05, 2004

oritez.... started out the day with the stupid chem prac. argh! i dunno if the experiment tt i carried out really did work. my ans were all crappy... watvea. i dun give a damn. its onli SPA, and it wont be counted into any other components.... or will it? why cant we juz have the normal practical stuff...so frustrating one lah this SPA!

ema came damn late for the prac. some 'star' she was... serve u rite gal. so stubborn and lazi to even pick the phone. then, after i finish my prac, have to wait for tt 'star'.... in the mean time, watched the NCC sec 1 & 2 squad march. hehe.... in my opinion, the sec 1s were much more better than the sec 2s. anyways, there's tt someone who thinks tt i was @ the quadrangle to see his face. oh...my! come on lah.... i rather watch ur stupid squad march terribly than to see ur face. argh! *puke!* but luckily, there's kee yong and ema's dearie, salim, to keep me company and distracted away from his 'hey look at me' movemts!

enough of leashing out my anger. finally, the two big mouths finished their prac. went to brunch with ema at KFC. the KFC buddy meal thingy didnt really came to mind until ema odered her food...sorrie gal. hehe.. as usual, we talked and talked and talked and talked. 'sent' her home....u owe my a lot of stuff gal!

came home, asked feli for her help with some bloggin stuff. im so not gd at those stuff.... thanks dearie darling *muackz*! so guess, ill be stucked at home for the rest of the day. should be doin tt naggy rajan's work. sibuk je si rajan tu... tak susahkan hidup org lain tak sah! wateva....

Smashed into pieces at 6/05/2004 01:15:00 PM

Friday, June 04, 2004

yay! finally managed to get out of da house. finally managed to go to da movies. haha... great day to day. expect in the morn frm 0800-1230. during tt time, i tot my day would be sucky. coz firstly, during emath, tt mr kek really lectured us. and he was really like fed-up with those latecomers. wazzup with him? then, durin eng, rajan was like so bitchy. eww.. maybe she's having PMS, or maybe her husband finally decided to divorce her or sth. hehe... she was nagging and nagging all the way... god noes how i survived todae's eng remedial.

then, went to TM with adrena. only adrena. yeah... kinda nice to go out. esp with her. it's my first time tt i went out with her anyways. had difficulty finding a place to eat...hehe. in the end, ate at delifrance. wateva... roam ard the mall aimlessly for like an hr to wait for the show. anyways, harry potter was such a nice show to watch. really hilarious, i think. and malfoy...really gd lookin! took pics after tt... horrible poses we had. hehe...

went home, then got a call frm mom. asked me to buy Mcdonalds for my bro.. eating is all he noes. haiz... cant believe tt i had spend my $50 note...my precious $50. all thanks to adrena... but i had fun.

Smashed into pieces at 6/04/2004 07:54:00 PM

Thursday, June 03, 2004

ok... still undecided whether i sould go for the harry potter show or not tmr. it's so in a mess... haiz. juz see wat happens then.

today is the first day of extended june holidays extra classes thingy. well, there's nth different though. as usual. study, study, study. well, tt's the life of graduating student. today, during eng, did a lot of oral stuff. it's not kinda boring, its not kinda fun either. juz listened to this CD tt has the different examples of student carrying out the oral. get wat i mean? if u dun, its ok. u dun have to noe.

on the phone wif adrena now. juz talkin crap, as usual. ok, there's sth on my mind at the moment. but im not not gonna say it here coz im afraid tt the person will get slightly angry coz he trusts me. so, if u noe who u are, and u are reading this, plz im begging, i really wanna noe wats goin on. haiz... i really cant stop thinking of wat u trying to get at with the 'barrier' thing u mention abt....

ok. tt all for today... i hope ill have 'fun' during thiz hols.. having fun at sch...'wow'.

Smashed into pieces at 6/03/2004 05:52:00 PM

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

hello there! i dunno why im doin thiz, but i think i juz wanna give blogging a try. well, it's kinda late to start now, since moz of moi fwens started blogging like since last yr. howeva, dun expect much frm me.

okies...wat can i say bout todae for starters? today is a holiday. so, eventually, it's gonna be boring. and it IS. tt's y im doin thiz... blogging. erm... wat else? yesterday, had fun at pasir ris park.. got this competition among other NPCC units. well, sth 4 u to noe (i mean, those who dunno me yet), im in NPCC. my fwens say i am very committed to it.. too committed in fact. but wateva! schoolin in siglap sec... graduatin this yr! yay! wat else... erm...

let's talk bout my fwens. there's ema, moi loudest bez fwen. who else... there's liya, ais, shahidah, "banana gang", elf, salim, victor, fabian, tt crappy ivan.... lotsa more. well, my classmates are all moi fwens, then there're my fwens frm NPCC.... a whole lot of 'em!

oh yeah... forgot bout tiz. hates those ppl who tried to be who they're not. live ur own life ppl! haiz...

then, my family: yger bro, mum, dad & grandma. dun need to noe bout them, coz it won't affect or concern ur life does it? juz kiddin lah..

erm... that's all lah. will post better entries once i get use to the bloggin' stuff...

adioZ

Smashed into pieces at 6/02/2004 04:55:00 PM